24.11.08

in moody.

"Apologize"

[Verse 1]
I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize.
It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Yeah!

[Verse 2]
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid...

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Whoa!

[Interlude]

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.

It's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I'm holdin' on your rope,
got me ten feet off the ground.





"Stop & Stare"

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...


23.11.08

world is unfair,indeed.

21st nov. "Come Home"

[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home



One Republic. Come Home. Dedicated to someone who isn't loved as he want to.

19.11.08

time for rehab.




[Verse 1:]

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]

[Chorus:]

[Ad libs]

[Chorus:]



rehab.

AHA.


Guess what... today I make a big big achievement.
I studied for 5 hours. Gyahaha. Corporate Finance.

I noe I noe...it's only 5 hours. but hey... I never want to study until last minute is calling for exam.
hopefully tomorrow I can do it again.

Babe's Lewis Hamilton coffee can is missing from fridge. But BAH. I've been usual wif my things missing one after another. The thief must be awarded THief of The Year. gyahaha... Whoever the thief is, he must learn a bit of courtesy,isn't it?.

While I'm typing this, I'm seeing newest video of Rihanna feat Justin. Speaking of Rihanna, she held concert in Spore Indoor Stadium 13th Nov 08. My frens went for it. Maybe if Justin held one here, I'll go! But Rihanna....grrr... she's not a good performer. What happens to singers nowadays, they are good in CD, but live performance, they are like Mariah badly stung by bees. eg.Kate Perry, Britney, Nicole Scherzinger, Madonna. My salute goes for singers like Nelly Furtado, Christina Aquilera, Dido, Michelle Branch, Seal, Leona, Leann Rimes, Justin, Maroon 5, Craig David etc.



Share of the day:
People are imperfect. If we hate our weaknesses, so how we can appreciate another people who got imperfections too. my suggestion: FACE the fact that u're imperfect. Accept yourself.


<3<3<3


11.11.08

And I'll be ur sanctuary.



Simon Webbe - Sanctuary






After posting nothing for (I dunno) how many months. i want to share wif u guys this amazing song by Simon Webbe. He's such a great artist. nice lyrics ( love it so much!) It's kind of relieving stress of me.<3 him!



Lyrics:
"Sanctuary"

Can't keep a flower underground
Can't keep the sun from shining down
And I can't make you stay
You feel your world is undefined
You feel that what you need is time
Open up your wings and find your way

And I won't try to hold you back
And I hope you already know that

[Chorus]
I'll be your sanctuary
Be the last one left here standing
If you're feelin all alone
When the world feels so temporary
And you think there's such a long
Long way to go
You're all ready home
You're home

You might be somewhere flyin free
The same sky is watching over me
Close your eyes and look around
What ever ocean that you cross
Thought you many drift you're never lost
And I will be your solid ground

Cause I know that inside my heart
Gonna get back to where we started

[Chorus]

You're already here in my arms
The way that you are tonight
Just give me till mornin' comes
It's gonna be all right - [repeat]

I'll...(Sanctuary)
I'll...I
[Repeat]

[Chorus (Repeat to fade)]






This song soothing my stressful mind right now of rushing exams. You know,..how we may get stressful flipping page by page of that economic 'bibles'.lol. And the oh-so-pretty demand and supply curves.haha..Tomorrow I'll have my Macroeconomics test. And I know this doesn't make sense but..I've been thinking since first yr if business major is a right life for me. Or...is this will be helpful for my future..or..should I...will I... Those considerations kind of devastating cos my future is on the line. grrr.. Yeah well, nobody knows future except God.


Guys, have u ever have those kind of situations in ur mind bfore?


Well.now I should go on with the studying. Whatever the answer will be. Hope me luck tomorrow.
And I hope u guys do well too. Take care.