gammy girl

i like gaming...hahaha...

during my high school,i used to play final fantasy....chrono cross...crash bandicoot racing...mana tree (easy one)...gran turismo....tekken...harvest moon...NFS (need for speed)....etc...*forgo*

i should say tekken is quite difficult...T______T i haven't finished it....
out of all final fantasy series,i love ffVIII best.... challenging game....in ffIX not so good er.... easy and the boss is quite easy to defeat...but fun...
i played ff 7,8,9... the seventh one haven't finished since in the last disc i lost against that dammit 'chef knife' monster...forget the name...the monster used to bring a lampoon and a knife -.- he stab with that knife and my HP will be at critical level (o_O) tonberry i guess the name
i repeat after the game over at least 3 times and shitty cannot win...oh yes*sigh*
i still want to see the ending...huaaaaa....

for ff 8,ehem2....*phaise* i used the cheating mode...since my disc 3 'hang' when the meteor strucks scene and i stunned in front of the tv for 10 mins since i was too angry can't continueeeed...>.<

great game/movies can be easily identified by great songs....nobuo uematsu is the master



here's the come out soon ff xiii....seems cool and makes me wanna buy bravia n ps3....T______T

royal flush

Christina Aquilera - "Save me From Myself"

It's not so easy loving me

It gets so complicated

All the things you've gotta be

Everything's changin

But you're the truth

I'm amazed by all your patience

Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall

Somehow you're always waitin with your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself from myself, yes

You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch

Cuz some guys have shown me aces

But you've got that royal flush

I know it's crazy everyday

Well tomorrow may be shaky

But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin

Cuz when I start to crumble

You know how to keep me smilin

You always save me from myself from myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard

But you've broken all my walls

You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness

Is what I need to make me better woman to myself

to myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

<3>

hard candy

i saw one interesting dating question in MSN.com. here u go

Ask Lynn: Advice on love
By Lynn Harris

Dear Lynn,What do you do when you meet online and you hit it off — as in, you actually had so much in common that you were stunned — but then, after six weeks of talking anywhere from four to ten hours a day online and by phone, the other person sees a picture of you and says, “You’re pretty, but can you call again when you lose some weight?” We were actually planning and talking about moving, marriage, the works. Now we talk every once in a while. He wants to “be friends” and “see how the weight thing goes.” What gives? That’s the only problem he saw in me.

here's the answer by lynn...

Dear Beauty,It’s an unfortunate truth of the world that some people have been conditioned to not be attracted to overweight people. It is unfortunate, and it is unfair, and everything else bad you can say about it, but they are entitled. After all, in the bigger picture — beyond societal standards of beauty — people have all sorts of preferences.

Some folks don’t like skinny people. Some folks only like people with glasses. For everyone who’s not into facial hair, there’s someone else who won’t even look at someone without a beard. Go figure. And there’s plenty to be said about physical attraction and why it’s essential in any relationship.

The problem arises when our preferences and, yes, our prejudices (entitled to them though we may be), wind up circumscribing our romantic horizons.

If this guy is willing to throw away all you thought you had in common, all those hours on the phone, all you two had invested, all over a few lousy pounds, without even giving an in-person meeting a chance — and without managing to find a gentler way to break this to you — then wow, no, I’m not sure he deserves more of your time. The only proper response to “call again when you lose some weight” is, “OK, then you call again when pigs fly.”



~oh dear~
i give deepest sympathy to u ...u should move-on if that guy see nothing best of u instead of that few pounds.. and i have the same sympathy for every girls out there whose boy treat u bad..
life is hard ald n u dun need someone else to burden the ald exhausting life. correct?

every girls need understanding and affectionate guy beside them...
i'm in the same page that i truly madly deeply got the roots of relationship's problem.

there's 3 stage of relationship :
1.blind love---> the world is only both of us and ur weaknesses are so sweet that i dun care
2.u start to despise everything bout him/her ---> the world is not sweet anymore n i will keep bragging until i dun see ur weaknesses anymore
3. harmonious life ----> after u can pass that damn second stage u may possibly achieve harmonious life


six weeks after Brad Pitt married to Jennifer Aniston in 2000,he got into the second stage and
the problem arose.


i'm lovin madonna - 4 minutes. lookin forward to her latest album * hard candy*

the other boleyn girl

the other boleyn girl...

the name is truly catchy for my eyes...and i saw the trailer in youtube....it's interesting!
the release date is 3rd april in singapore...yay!!
i want i want i want...here if u want to see the trailer




it's interesting how women's ambition can change the king's mindset, the sisterly affection, and....a country...

the review:

http://entertainment.timesonline.co.uk/tol/arts_and_entertainment/film/film_reviews/article3490547.ece

When rumours begin to circulate that King Henry VIII (Bana) is no longer intimate with his wife who has been unable to give him a male heir, Sir Thomas Boleyn concocts a plan to bring his family back to prominence: his daughter Anne (Portman) shall seduce the King and provide him with a son. However, the scheme goes off course when the King takes to the other Boleyn girl, Anne's younger sister and best friend Mary (Johansson). Although married already, Mary gives in to family pressure and reluctantly provides the King with a boy, but along the way, she finds herself falling in love with the surprisingly tender monarch. Of course, this love affair is no obstacle for Anne whose hunger for the throne now overpowers her sisterly love, and she enacts a plan that eventually tears her family and her country apart while leading to her legendary demise.



i'm looking forward into it...hope it's not disappointing....

i saw the bad and good reviews about it....different people,different taste of movies,i guess...;)

food food food

ah~

soup restaurant is really nice~~

i love this garlic chicken....yummy!!!

$53 for 2 pax

din tai fung is okay ar...but the queue is damn long lor....

i love crystal jade too in vivo city....the place differs a lot from another crystal jade...

thai express and dian xiao er also niceeee.....yummy!!

also dun forget to try founder bar kut teh...i'm lovin it...

for junk food,i prefer carl's jr or burger king....

foof food good food....expensive but worth it....hyaaa

odd dream

i've got weird weird dream this morning....

in my dream, i saw a movie trailer...ghost-fiction...it's very interesting until somebody's call me n wake up....ah grrr....

hungry n wanna have a bite now....

freebie

i feel better today....after a hard-breathing nite...but i guess that's how life works...up and down...swinging like monkey from tree to tree...but i guess i wonn't feel so bored having fluctuation in my life.. i really want to see newest bleach n d gray man n naruto...awww...

i wonder where are all my blog visitor's going??? lately no comment pass by... but i guess NUS is pretty pretty busy...hahhaha....i'm damn freebie...i'm quite jealous though of u all the hardworker...:D

i want to be PR so bad....so tired goin everytime to ngurus that student pass thing...ICA is damn crowded n the queue never stops...n i really really afraid of the bloodtaking required of thet medical certificate...

anybody know how to get three-months visit pass??? thanx...

frustated

sometimes makan hati is usual ald...

lang kong ciak kho si biasa yao er...

if everyone is attentive and more sensitive to ppl's feelings, wooooooorld will be a better place to live! i know u know... ppl says there's thing better remain unspoken...i said yes...in blog ,reveal it...for what blog is if u cannot spit the shitty things out..

i used to never mind the equality of give and take...but now i'm frustated by the unbalanced..that person only want to take without even trying to give what he's supposed to give...angry and quite sad,yes..u got the high expectation of me... which i can only answer me and u are only human....i will do my best but i'm not the perfect...sorry i'll never be..i'm tired of hearing the same words ,the same hurts in my heart...enough please enough....enough....i'm really tired...can u tell me is this fair?

i'm tired both phsically and mentally...gotta go...hopin this will gone soon...

heart confused

it's 2:27 AM in the morning....and i've just listen to maroon 5- won't go home without you...

it's nice...try listen ! ^^



adam levine is a hottie..>.< aww... and his voice is sexy and unique...

= i always believe on you babe, in n out, wherever u are , n who r u with now =

insecurity will always i put in the cabin ....locked in until someone else try to steal the key from me... i'm not tryin to be emotional...hhahhaha u bet.

jokes from d gray man:
kanda: as if i'd go down that easily, dumbass
allen: kanda, isn't your long hair in the way? you should cut it.
kanda: (angry) go die!
allen: (happy) you should cut it really short
kanda: (really angry) go die already!!
lenalee: (cry) that's right. it's not fair that kanda's the only one with long hair
allen: (shout) kanda makes lenalee cry! LOL

i go sleep ...bye2 all i love

Results out

i just got my macroeconomics' result....

shitty B+... i thought can be A...

but i guess its worthy of my one-night rush study...


hahahaha...i'm still happy though....


fiuh god bless me.... thanks God! I love ya


i complete my diploma ald...so happy...now i'm applying for University of London (UOL) second year...
frends said it's tough but i should be fine....

from now on until mid -june i got nothing to do....hang-out n kiss the wall.....
hopefully i will do well in bridging course exam!

UOL ranked 11th of 25 best world unis...
but still i should not be afraid of their title...
NUS ranked 22th based on what i saw on their website. but guess they're the " Louis Vuitton " of singapore...everyone damn wantin that school...me too of crs!
but i'll just choose " Christian Louboutin " of spore...the less stressful and the less popular one.. hhahaha...

but still i want to reach their damn first class honours! actually upper second class honour is very good ald too....hem i should go ' rajin ' mode...

fiuh...i'm a bit hungry... everywhere outside my home is great foooooooooodss (that u can see in channel 5).....

BALESTIER heaven~
-boon tong kee
-tau sar piah
-whampoa market
-XO
-ayam penyet(novena)
-KFC
-McD cafe
-fairprice
-shaw plaza
-balestier plaza
-founder bar kut teh (yummy!)
-peng kee
-kaijuan
-quality hotel
-hongkong cafe
-em.....u see urself lar....too much to mention...:))))))

i'm very greedy of eating gooooood foods....i'll be damn fatter hor...

guess i'll take bath now....tata~~

satan

i woke up
and remember one thing...i ever forward one bulletin in friendster
(roughly) said its about how satan takes our time from being with God...

-world is too busy with the econmomy growth that they got no time for God
-ppl are too busy with the studies that they forgot sunday is for God
-ppl are busy dieting and measure their weight everyday, work out for being slim, go to slimming centre and neglected God


~ah~ it's meaningful though i forgot most wat i forward.... it's said that world becomes mad and too busy with their own work that according to satan's plan...

high school dream

today i remember....

the "truth" quiz given out by my maths teacher in high school as we're having a break after a confusing lesson...
I don't remember exactly...but these are the sample...

1.first word of ur best frenz's name
2.first word of ur love's name
3.ur fave number
4.name three songs that is in ur mind "now"!
.
.
.
.
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and so on until ten questions...

i still remember me n my classmates are all so excited about the answer that will come out...excited and very fun ,yes..
everybody should write it in one blank piece of paper and when teacher said the answer, u see at ur answer and think it's true or not...
magic! it's all true...

my fave number is 32 n it's said to be the number that brings luck in my life.
hahahha...i still dunno this one true or not....

my answer to number four "name fave songs" that first come out in ur mind now!
my answer is NSYNC - this i promise you .....the other two i forgot ald

ah....i dunno why i answer this song...it's not 'currently' popular song....hen old ald...but i kind of miss n love this songs....and the answer to this song is the lyrics is my feeling now to my loved one...arrr....is it...maybe yes too..hehehe
here's the lyrics...




N'SYNC - This I Promise You

When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that’s around you
Are secrets and lies
I’ll be your strength
I’ll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it’s gone
The one you should call
Was standing here all along

And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong‘
Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I’ve loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart(Give you my heart)
This is a battle we’ve won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun

Just close your eyes each lovin’ day(Each lovin’, each lovin’ day)
And know this feeling won’t go away(No)‘
Til the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

Over and over I fall(Over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life, baby
I just wouldn’t be living at all

And I will take you in my arms(I will take you in my arms)
And hold you right where you belong(Right where you belong)
‘Til the day my life is through
This I promise you, baby

Just close your eyes each lovin’ day(Each lovin’ day)
And know this feeling won’t go away(No)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you




~ ah ~ isn't it touching? :P
how i miss my damn high school...

justin no 1

ah it's raining hard outside....
i'll be so sad cannot go out...
but at least taxi driver will be very happy..


second blog of the day....me got bo kang co....that's why...
i wish to get to school...i'm very bored ald of this holiday...
three days to hev the macro result....deg-deg deg-deg....dag dig dug....
ah~ miss lee chin choo pliz give me a good one....~

i just drink in panadol n neozep...fiuh... hope it works well...
hem...wat to tell ar...?? my neighbour use my diswash liquid like cui ar... i know it's only $2 or $3...but pliz have some courtesy okay... it's heavy to bring in from fairprice or cold storage..
pliz refill the water in the ice-cube too if u want to use ice blocks.... pliz pliz pliz....COURTESY!
if not tahan anymore,i will use "rough" ownership alternatives.

~i love meanigful songs~ so here's wat i want to share with u....


==== justin timberlake - what goes around comes around =====


http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/justintimberlake/whatgoesaroundcomesaroundinterlude.html


meaningful and damn true... admit....

i also love bleeding love by leona lewis...should post it later...
cya

boyo boyo

it's so boyo....

i got flu, cough plus headache at the same time... oh no....~

a lot of black blue bruises also can be seen on my feet.... so damn....

one because of chicken...

one because of tight shoes....

one because of cupboard...

one because of chair...

babe insist on bringing me to doctor.... man....i hate doctor...they're my money sucker... i look pale but it's okay...usually i eat panadol also go well ald...

luckily i got no more classes... holiday holiday...

i love this perfume...black xs...smells sweet and masculine... and the model is damn hottttttie.... awwww....^^v

i still considering which perfume to buy for myself...

maybe i would love to buy ralph lauren...but still confused....hem....any suggestions???

ralph still my 1st choice.... but damn expensive....

but definitely worth it...

i'm free as hell and dunno wat to do....huahahahha....

now i'm goin to watch kimikiss pure rouge 22....

hope the cold go away asap....

bye2 world....

gonna hurry up

one hour later i gotta go to suntec con ctr to visit IT fair... hahahha lookin forward to it...
gonnaa meet babe there.
i just woke up and drink 250mL packed milo.
drink milk is healthy as to prevent osteoporosis ...ah awful disease... the doctor said must drink since childhood age not adulthood age (40+) since it's too late ald o_O;...
i also loves egg and everythin that got vitamin D. ppl say milk is fattening then wat will u say when u gotthe disease?
me n babe still in the milky progress....healthy healthy me n babe....
hey feb u gotta drink milk too!:D

after that i jump to this blog....recently i loves blogging...dunno why....
but makes me happy :):):)

i finished the drink ald....today gotta watch naruto the newest one....
now i gonna wash myself into hot hotty water....^^
babe ganbatte ne...
and everyone who is currently havin exam,jiayoooo....
bye for now....

gotta go to temple

ah....today i skip jogging....weather is not friendly with me....

but tomorrow my sis will disturb me from doing my jog...

to be healthy is the real wealth...hahhaha....just realize it...

god is still the richest...cos He gives the air human and all creatures need the most.

even warren buffett won't be able to buy air from Him...



mas selamat bin kastari still on his run...phew....i wish i'll never meet him on my way home or school... hey babe,lets do a jog. i wanna keep healthy.

california fitness is way too expensive for me.. 100 dollars for student plus transportation fee costs around 50 dollars... buset dah...plus eating fee in novena square and bla3 costs more n more... hahhha :P:P:P actually i'm too pelit for wasting my money in such a way (not becos i dun have such money T_T;)... better i spend it in buying accessories...huahhaha....

i just finished downloaded bleach n d gray man.. gotta watch it now...
nite will go orchie with sis...babe gud luck for ur exam! wish u all the best...

macro result will come out at 14th.. i hope it's a good one...UOL is strict. so i will feel more responsible of my education right now. hahaha thats the main reason i choose UOL..

funny jokes from d gray man:
kanda: looks like i've found a tough one
allen: so it'a finally time for u to show up? (LOL)

tom i look forward to my outing with babe. bye for now.

love timba not hospital

today i feel much much better.....

i got sinus but it's okay....perhaps i'll go mount elizabeth or gleneagles in june to check my nose out...i remembered a three minutes consultation with the doctor there costs 75 dollars which is quite stupid. my two prescribed medicines is the same price as those hell. and dimwit small and steril urine labstick costs me $15 which that indian doctor later said the urine tests is unnecessary cos i got mens. and total costs enough to buy me two shiny aldo shoes.

the lesson today: "keep healthy or lose money" that's why bunch of millionares waste their money on doctors. and i saw the doctor is hip' enough to buy my fave red porsche carrera and 911.

the gas has been renewed and i'm happy as hell sis. n one more,i started to love u too,altec lansing. okay i bought new timbaland album "shock value" at hmv at their first release in singapore.

$20 for good music.. yeah thats why the name is shock value... i love u timba. song number 10 feat nicole scherzinger and keri hilson is awesome.. love it too much.

i bought $20 DMK shoes and now i'm planning to buy two or three more shoes. or maybe i should save up to enjoy june great sale? but truely said i dun like sale things. they often sell bunch of ugly things.. maybe i can find one between ten which is good enough. my bonyok n dedek will also come in june. i can say my mom is nice enough to buy me expensive things. my pop is quite understandbly 'kiam' but its okay. they balance each other. its beautiful.

i wanna learn cycling to go to pulau ubin.

chunsia miss me. i know and i love n miss her too. she's my sweet buddy currently in taiwan.

i love u babe. take care of urself there gal. i'll miss u bad.

black day

today....i feel enormous amount of anger filling my heart...

yet i am sad

i am dissappointed too....

i am usually able to restrain all the bad words that my mouth can reveal ,behind all the bad circumstances that happened to me... i asked myself if i did the mistakes if i expode my anger all out or i keep it to myself.. worn out condition also takes its toll on me...yet another party have thought of himself above all..i used to convince myself to never ever disturbing another's life. let them go and fly wherever they want..if they miss me enough, they'll come back and hug me.

but today is not the same day which i can control myself well enough.. my mind blackout and want to explode..my mouth can't be shut and i break it out. weary? oh yes. i even cancel the appointment with my fiend for this stupido thing. i felt dense and imprudent. hahahaz...

stupid stupid me....i hope it will never come back.

relax and take it easy

today i woke up...eat and leisuring...

i would love a 60%% busy and 40%leisuring in my life..awww..i just wan hurry up attend my UOL school.... frends always wonder why i 'dare' to take up 'evilish' UOL course....like i say...challenge and sense of achievement will be there...i'm gemini bro...eventhough lots of fren went to RMIT...[sad sad]....i will need 5 marks of at least 70% or more to be able grab stupid first class honours...how i wish i can....yeah i will!!:D its easier to say than done it though...>.< lalala hahhaha....

yesterday i just finished macro exam...how i'm more than HAPPYnow!!!!

maybe tonite i'll eat ayam penyet di novena square...i love bonjour choc chip loaf...chocolate2...
size zero is never will be my dream...remember that!