love timba not hospital

today i feel much much better.....

i got sinus but it's okay....perhaps i'll go mount elizabeth or gleneagles in june to check my nose out...i remembered a three minutes consultation with the doctor there costs 75 dollars which is quite stupid. my two prescribed medicines is the same price as those hell. and dimwit small and steril urine labstick costs me $15 which that indian doctor later said the urine tests is unnecessary cos i got mens. and total costs enough to buy me two shiny aldo shoes.

the lesson today: "keep healthy or lose money" that's why bunch of millionares waste their money on doctors. and i saw the doctor is hip' enough to buy my fave red porsche carrera and 911.

the gas has been renewed and i'm happy as hell sis. n one more,i started to love u too,altec lansing. okay i bought new timbaland album "shock value" at hmv at their first release in singapore.

$20 for good music.. yeah thats why the name is shock value... i love u timba. song number 10 feat nicole scherzinger and keri hilson is awesome.. love it too much.

i bought $20 DMK shoes and now i'm planning to buy two or three more shoes. or maybe i should save up to enjoy june great sale? but truely said i dun like sale things. they often sell bunch of ugly things.. maybe i can find one between ten which is good enough. my bonyok n dedek will also come in june. i can say my mom is nice enough to buy me expensive things. my pop is quite understandbly 'kiam' but its okay. they balance each other. its beautiful.

i wanna learn cycling to go to pulau ubin.

chunsia miss me. i know and i love n miss her too. she's my sweet buddy currently in taiwan.

i love u babe. take care of urself there gal. i'll miss u bad.

black day

today....i feel enormous amount of anger filling my heart...

yet i am sad

i am dissappointed too....

i am usually able to restrain all the bad words that my mouth can reveal ,behind all the bad circumstances that happened to me... i asked myself if i did the mistakes if i expode my anger all out or i keep it to myself.. worn out condition also takes its toll on me...yet another party have thought of himself above all..i used to convince myself to never ever disturbing another's life. let them go and fly wherever they want..if they miss me enough, they'll come back and hug me.

but today is not the same day which i can control myself well enough.. my mind blackout and want to explode..my mouth can't be shut and i break it out. weary? oh yes. i even cancel the appointment with my fiend for this stupido thing. i felt dense and imprudent. hahahaz...

stupid stupid me....i hope it will never come back.

relax and take it easy

today i woke up...eat and leisuring...

i would love a 60%% busy and 40%leisuring in my life..awww..i just wan hurry up attend my UOL school.... frends always wonder why i 'dare' to take up 'evilish' UOL course....like i say...challenge and sense of achievement will be there...i'm gemini bro...eventhough lots of fren went to RMIT...[sad sad]....i will need 5 marks of at least 70% or more to be able grab stupid first class honours...how i wish i can....yeah i will!!:D its easier to say than done it though...>.< lalala hahhaha....

yesterday i just finished macro exam...how i'm more than HAPPYnow!!!!

maybe tonite i'll eat ayam penyet di novena square...i love bonjour choc chip loaf...chocolate2...
size zero is never will be my dream...remember that!

back for you

hai2

i'm listening to lifehouse: BLIND..
yup2 love is truly blind...it blindfolds the eyes and logics of your heart.

after a long time not updating my blog..i feel bored and just jumpin onto my blogpage..
recently my forehead pimples won't disappear. i dunno why... they're big and my friend even draw it on my face animation he drew...hahha i'l fogive him...he's a funny guy..

yup i recommend u to watch 28 weeks later (rating: 9/10)....its shitty as hell! i told u ald! it's nice yet frightening me! warning: 18+ and blood everywhere. for u who love bloody movie , yup it's created for u. i should tell you i am legend is a good movie actually, but overall the movie is not that fine. from the trailer, i expect 9.5/10! but i's came out to be only 7.8/10. too bad... the movie can be better than it actually. will smith is my fave actor, but this movie's producer should be changed.

anybody wanna recommend me any good or best movie???:)

HAPPY MATTERS:)

i'm a gemini genes person basically. so i tend to be attentive.
but ppl sometimes gettin wrong with what i really intend to say.
that's why ppl say friends are friends. that's it. they're not your soulmate who understand you for who you are.
i would love to have two or three soulmates in spore,the unsmiling nation.
truly say, i'm quite unhappy since i'm in spore. some singaporeans aren't ppl that u can call as nice and humble ppl.
hey person! stop staring me from top to toe!
to chris daughtry, thanks for ur song. it represents my feeling now.


"Well I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old ,So I'm going home. Well I'm going home."


santa oh santa, plz bring more happiness to my life. :))) i'm happy now somehow and i wish more in special white christmas.

The 20 happiest nations in the World are:

1 - Denmark

2 - Switzerland

3 - Austria

4 - Iceland

5 - The Bahamas

6 - Finland

7 - Sweden

8 - Bhutan

9 - Brunei

10 - Canada

11 - Ireland

12 - Luxembourg

13 - Costa Rica

14 - Malta

15 - The Netherlands

16 - Antigua and Barbuda

17 - Malaysia

18 - New Zealand

19 - Norway

20 - The Seychelles

Dear Switzerland and Canada,may i go there asap pls?;)))
23 on USA and 41 on UK.

as a proof, go to here
http://www.littlespeck.com/content/lifestyle/CTrendsLifestyle-060724.htm

summary of that website says
-Singapore being ranked Asia's "unhappiest" country, it unwittingly ran a misleading piece. (what the???)
-graded it the 131st of 178 nations in the world
-vietnam in the top ranking (i believe it somehow):)) happy2 u vietnamese congrats!:))
-IMF-World Bank meeting due in September with "four million smiles". A tough act to achieve! (i believe dear mr.IMF)
-average of one suicide a day. (mr lee,why don't u do somethin!!)
-Senior Minister Goh Chok Tong quipped, "We even take our fun seriously." (T_T sad2 nation u are. joke is just joke okay mr.Goh)


......SIngapore,the solution is SMILE!!

i believe in it. if u try to smile to everyone evydy u'll be happy. 64 for indonesia!!! u made it indonesia and i believe it!! for me, u're the happiest nation ever exist. an dfinally 63 for hongkong. maybe i suggest mr.goh and mr.lee need to create new vision and mission for spore instead: everybody will smile and have at least one big laughter everyday..

dear mr-s, "leader is about bring it nation happiness not from only financial sector, but from ppl themselves warmy hearty happiness":))) i believe it. jess's moto.



remember singapore smile! for now,tom and future!
wish u happy ppl in singapore!
:))))