in moody.

"Apologize"

[Verse 1]
I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize.
It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Yeah!

[Verse 2]
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid...

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Whoa!

[Interlude]

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.

It's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I'm holdin' on your rope,
got me ten feet off the ground.





"Stop & Stare"

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

world is unfair,indeed.

21st nov. "Come Home"

[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

One Republic. Come Home. Dedicated to someone who isn't loved as he want to.

time for rehab.

[Verse 1:]
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]

[Chorus:]

[Ad libs]

[Chorus:]

rehab.

AHA.


Guess what... today I make a big big achievement.
I studied for 5 hours. Gyahaha. Corporate Finance.

I noe I noe...it's only 5 hours. but hey... I never want to study until last minute is calling for exam.
hopefully tomorrow I can do it again.

Babe's Lewis Hamilton coffee can is missing from fridge. But BAH. I've been usual wif my things missing one after another. The thief must be awarded THief of The Year. gyahaha... Whoever the thief is, he must learn a bit of courtesy,isn't it?.

While I'm typing this, I'm seeing newest video of Rihanna feat Justin. Speaking of Rihanna, she held concert in Spore Indoor Stadium 13th Nov 08. My frens went for it. Maybe if Justin held one here, I'll go! But Rihanna....grrr... she's not a good performer. What happens to singers nowadays, they are good in CD, but live performance, they are like Mariah badly stung by bees. eg.Kate Perry, Britney, Nicole Scherzinger, Madonna. My salute goes for singers like Nelly Furtado, Christina Aquilera, Dido, Michelle Branch, Seal, Leona, Leann Rimes, Justin, Maroon 5, Craig David etc.



Share of the day:
People are imperfect. If we hate our weaknesses, so how we can appreciate another people who got imperfections too. my suggestion: FACE the fact that u're imperfect. Accept yourself.


<3<3<3

And I'll be ur sanctuary.

Simon Webbe - Sanctuary

After posting nothing for (I dunno) how many months. i want to share wif u guys this amazing song by Simon Webbe. He's such a great artist. nice lyrics ( love it so much!) It's kind of relieving stress of me.<3 him!



Lyrics:
"Sanctuary"

Can't keep a flower underground
Can't keep the sun from shining down
And I can't make you stay
You feel your world is undefined
You feel that what you need is time
Open up your wings and find your way

And I won't try to hold you back
And I hope you already know that

[Chorus]
I'll be your sanctuary
Be the last one left here standing
If you're feelin all alone
When the world feels so temporary
And you think there's such a long
Long way to go
You're all ready home
You're home

You might be somewhere flyin free
The same sky is watching over me
Close your eyes and look around
What ever ocean that you cross
Thought you many drift you're never lost
And I will be your solid ground

Cause I know that inside my heart
Gonna get back to where we started

[Chorus]

You're already here in my arms
The way that you are tonight
Just give me till mornin' comes
It's gonna be all right - [repeat]

I'll...(Sanctuary)
I'll...I
[Repeat]

[Chorus (Repeat to fade)]





This song soothing my stressful mind right now of rushing exams. You know,..how we may get stressful flipping page by page of that economic 'bibles'.lol. And the oh-so-pretty demand and supply curves.haha..Tomorrow I'll have my Macroeconomics test. And I know this doesn't make sense but..I've been thinking since first yr if business major is a right life for me. Or...is this will be helpful for my future..or..should I...will I... Those considerations kind of devastating cos my future is on the line. grrr.. Yeah well, nobody knows future except God.


Guys, have u ever have those kind of situations in ur mind bfore?


Well.now I should go on with the studying. Whatever the answer will be. Hope me luck tomorrow.
And I hope u guys do well too. Take care.

the broken wings

All these unexplainable weird feelings come within my minds.

Why rain still leave its traces on the grounds and trees after a long time of its raining?

The only two things that able to diminish it is air and time.

Time is short yet medicine for every devastated hearts.

Perhaps that's how we explain about flame turns into dusts. And does everyone know whether dusts can turn back into flames?

And how bout an overwhelmed heart? Will it turn somebody into a robot without emotions and feelings? If it's too late to apologize and everything's too late when the red-flamed heart turned into a closed black door. How bout the key? Key has broken itself.


Angel won't fly bcos somebody has broken her white wide wings.


Like clouds, sometimes I protect humans from sunlights, help farmers grow their crops, but at the times, I cried myself bcos there's much burden from previous and present life.


Yes Yes....until I says " Here we go again.."

continued :D

You Are Most Like Adriana Lima

Intriguing and sultry

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Lisandra da Costa

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

myself

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/

should be

oops.

Jessica Caroline Ramli , Dip M S

the moment

i'm singing

"happy bday to you,
happy bday to you,
happy bday, happy bday,
happy bdayyy....
to u... "

"Jess,happy bday n happy always." As I'm celebrating bday today, I grant myself some gifts. Thanks for everyone who still remembered and spent time to give me surprises. I felt good.
THX a lot! :) thanks for the durian 'oreo' cake & greetings card & the ring.

Love u guys!

blah blah blah

jess adding various images.all is unnecessary though. LOL.




bunga mawar ferrero rocher.






valentine gifts.love.





kiki n koko.:) the sweetheart.




uncle google mendaki everest.




kopi indo! mantep.





pingpong. kalo enrique sich bilang " how can i love u(4x)? "






L-R: 1.kaki milo 2.jess 3.heri 4.handi




langit di labrador park. indah.





jes n yanadi (yg tak bersemangat =.=;)





merokok dapat meyebabkan serangan jantung, kanker, impotensi, gangguan kehamilan dan janin. " iklan indo "

chocolate fondue plis?

ah i'm sleepy..... ZzZzzzZZzzz..... "Jobs are available" but geez i can't work due to my type of pass. Recently I've spent my money like mad... eat 'expensive' foods, shop clothes, supermarket hopping.. Money seems never enough for me. huahahaha.... And uh-oh.. Allowances oh so small. Clothes seems more n more expensive everyday. Biby goin to work hard n study as well. Everyone is busy with their ownselves except me. =P Anyone wanna have chocolate fondue? I love it.

Everytime I feel the freedom of mind, I started thinking about how people describe the happiness? Are you thinking about bunch of you and friends spent time idle in the flower fields? Sunflowers please....! XD Or maybe there's no working everytime and spend with family? Shopping lavishly? For me, I dunno, that's why my happiness is like a boat that swings depends on the wind blowing. DX

Pi Pu Pi Pu

sob sob sob....

The lifetime of my desktop is reaching the way to R.I.P.
oh geez...Time to buy a new one?
Big expenditures.... once again ....I always wonder why the tech brands can't make a computer that can last for 10 years. Is Apple as good as rumoured? I want SOny...I want i want! but quite expensive. $3000 dollars for a lightweight one. T__________T

Recently, my PC loves to shut down by itself. I always order it to not shutdown because I'm enjoying NANA manga by Ai Yazawa. After let it "sleep" for a while, I turn it on and the PC will make an ambulance car jingle. Pi Pu Pi Pu.... While it alerts, I voice these statements in head: " MAMA... buy me a new one! Let me be in peace! " That's how I'm desperate for a new laptop.

I hope ICA will give me extra months social vist pass. Can't they let me have my graduation in peace? Oh my my.. I always hate ICA.:P

now and forever

urbangermany...my hero. love his voice lotssss... check it out guys! type urbangermany in youtube and enjoy his acoustic songs. well-done!:) it can bring a smile to my days.

Richard Marx - Now & Forever

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head

You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand

Now and forever I will be your man.

Sometimes I just hold you

Too caught up in me to see

I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me

I'll try to show you each and every way

I can

Now and forever

I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure

That I won't be alone anymore

If I'd only known you were there all the time

All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand

Now and forever

I will be your man

Now and forever

I will be your man

ckckck

i can strike this halasana pose (left)...

happy...it's quite difficult yoga pose.

but definitely i still can't do this (right) ...

the bakasana pose needs a lot of arms strengths...

school's gym will be opened asap...happy happy....finally got something to do...

indonesia's government banned Youtube for the sake of one video. what a shame. guess what video?

not less than an anti-islamic video. * if they got so much time for caring for that stupid video, i will say diminish your corruption percentage. * dang...how embarrasing it is. ppl may say how bad ur religion is (from their perspectives) , but for me, whatever ur religion is, the god is only one. there's no five God or more. for me, doing something good means more than go to temple everyday and say i want to be blessed. kesel....kapan lah indonesia bisa maju. pemerintah aja bloon. pinternya cuman 'menguras' pajak negara.

break the hard candy

videos of the weeks.....the latest additions of youtube...
and my faves for sure!
check it out.




artist: Britney Spears
Song title: Break The Ice
*i love the anime!*










after that i got to see this dance club move the body to this song.... and...it rocks!
check it out.







the third video bro:
artist: Madonna, Justin Timberlake & Timbaland
song title: 4 minutes (to save the world)
* what else can u expect from the three greatest pop singers and producer? of course,it's fabulous!* (hopin this video will not be removed due to copyright claim by Warner Music Group) i found this video the one n onl not removed.





timba: i've only got four minutes to save the world!

addiction

yummy filling


melting chocolate wafer



then makes my happy day

gammy girl

i like gaming...hahaha...

during my high school,i used to play final fantasy....chrono cross...crash bandicoot racing...mana tree (easy one)...gran turismo....tekken...harvest moon...NFS (need for speed)....etc...*forgo*

i should say tekken is quite difficult...T______T i haven't finished it....
out of all final fantasy series,i love ffVIII best.... challenging game....in ffIX not so good er.... easy and the boss is quite easy to defeat...but fun...
i played ff 7,8,9... the seventh one haven't finished since in the last disc i lost against that dammit 'chef knife' monster...forget the name...the monster used to bring a lampoon and a knife -.- he stab with that knife and my HP will be at critical level (o_O) tonberry i guess the name
i repeat after the game over at least 3 times and shitty cannot win...oh yes*sigh*
i still want to see the ending...huaaaaa....

for ff 8,ehem2....*phaise* i used the cheating mode...since my disc 3 'hang' when the meteor strucks scene and i stunned in front of the tv for 10 mins since i was too angry can't continueeeed...>.<

great game/movies can be easily identified by great songs....nobuo uematsu is the master



here's the come out soon ff xiii....seems cool and makes me wanna buy bravia n ps3....T______T

royal flush

Christina Aquilera - "Save me From Myself"

It's not so easy loving me

It gets so complicated

All the things you've gotta be

Everything's changin

But you're the truth

I'm amazed by all your patience

Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall

Somehow you're always waitin with your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself from myself, yes

You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch

Cuz some guys have shown me aces

But you've got that royal flush

I know it's crazy everyday

Well tomorrow may be shaky

But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm cryin

Cuz when I start to crumble

You know how to keep me smilin

You always save me from myself from myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard

But you've broken all my walls

You've been my strength, so strong

And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness

Is what I need to make me better woman to myself

to myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself

<3>

hard candy

i saw one interesting dating question in MSN.com. here u go

Ask Lynn: Advice on love
By Lynn Harris

Dear Lynn,What do you do when you meet online and you hit it off — as in, you actually had so much in common that you were stunned — but then, after six weeks of talking anywhere from four to ten hours a day online and by phone, the other person sees a picture of you and says, “You’re pretty, but can you call again when you lose some weight?” We were actually planning and talking about moving, marriage, the works. Now we talk every once in a while. He wants to “be friends” and “see how the weight thing goes.” What gives? That’s the only problem he saw in me.

here's the answer by lynn...

Dear Beauty,It’s an unfortunate truth of the world that some people have been conditioned to not be attracted to overweight people. It is unfortunate, and it is unfair, and everything else bad you can say about it, but they are entitled. After all, in the bigger picture — beyond societal standards of beauty — people have all sorts of preferences.

Some folks don’t like skinny people. Some folks only like people with glasses. For everyone who’s not into facial hair, there’s someone else who won’t even look at someone without a beard. Go figure. And there’s plenty to be said about physical attraction and why it’s essential in any relationship.

The problem arises when our preferences and, yes, our prejudices (entitled to them though we may be), wind up circumscribing our romantic horizons.

If this guy is willing to throw away all you thought you had in common, all those hours on the phone, all you two had invested, all over a few lousy pounds, without even giving an in-person meeting a chance — and without managing to find a gentler way to break this to you — then wow, no, I’m not sure he deserves more of your time. The only proper response to “call again when you lose some weight” is, “OK, then you call again when pigs fly.”



~oh dear~
i give deepest sympathy to u ...u should move-on if that guy see nothing best of u instead of that few pounds.. and i have the same sympathy for every girls out there whose boy treat u bad..
life is hard ald n u dun need someone else to burden the ald exhausting life. correct?

every girls need understanding and affectionate guy beside them...
i'm in the same page that i truly madly deeply got the roots of relationship's problem.

there's 3 stage of relationship :
1.blind love---> the world is only both of us and ur weaknesses are so sweet that i dun care
2.u start to despise everything bout him/her ---> the world is not sweet anymore n i will keep bragging until i dun see ur weaknesses anymore
3. harmonious life ----> after u can pass that damn second stage u may possibly achieve harmonious life


six weeks after Brad Pitt married to Jennifer Aniston in 2000,he got into the second stage and
the problem arose.


i'm lovin madonna - 4 minutes. lookin forward to her latest album * hard candy*