in moody.

"Apologize"

[Verse 1]
I'm holdin' on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground.
And I'm hearin' what you say,
But I just can't make a sound.
You tell me that you need me,
Then you go and cut me down...
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry,
Didn't think I'd turn around...
And say...

[Chorus]
That it's too late to apologize.
It's too late...
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Yeah!

[Verse 2]
I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red,
Now it's turnin' blue...
And you say...
Sorry, like an angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid...

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
Whoa!

[Interlude]

[Chorus]
It's too late to apologize.
It's too late.
I said it's too late to apologize.
It's too late.

It's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I said it's too late to apologize. YEAH!
I'm holdin' on your rope,
got me ten feet off the ground.





"Stop & Stare"

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

world is unfair,indeed.

21st nov. "Come Home"

[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh

[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh

[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

One Republic. Come Home. Dedicated to someone who isn't loved as he want to.

time for rehab.

[Verse 1:]
Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

[Pre Chorus:]
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

[Chorus:]
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

[Verse 2:]
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

[Pre Chorus:]

[Chorus:]

[Ad libs]

[Chorus:]

rehab.

AHA.


Guess what... today I make a big big achievement.
I studied for 5 hours. Gyahaha. Corporate Finance.

I noe I noe...it's only 5 hours. but hey... I never want to study until last minute is calling for exam.
hopefully tomorrow I can do it again.

Babe's Lewis Hamilton coffee can is missing from fridge. But BAH. I've been usual wif my things missing one after another. The thief must be awarded THief of The Year. gyahaha... Whoever the thief is, he must learn a bit of courtesy,isn't it?.

While I'm typing this, I'm seeing newest video of Rihanna feat Justin. Speaking of Rihanna, she held concert in Spore Indoor Stadium 13th Nov 08. My frens went for it. Maybe if Justin held one here, I'll go! But Rihanna....grrr... she's not a good performer. What happens to singers nowadays, they are good in CD, but live performance, they are like Mariah badly stung by bees. eg.Kate Perry, Britney, Nicole Scherzinger, Madonna. My salute goes for singers like Nelly Furtado, Christina Aquilera, Dido, Michelle Branch, Seal, Leona, Leann Rimes, Justin, Maroon 5, Craig David etc.



Share of the day:
People are imperfect. If we hate our weaknesses, so how we can appreciate another people who got imperfections too. my suggestion: FACE the fact that u're imperfect. Accept yourself.


<3<3<3

And I'll be ur sanctuary.

Simon Webbe - Sanctuary

After posting nothing for (I dunno) how many months. i want to share wif u guys this amazing song by Simon Webbe. He's such a great artist. nice lyrics ( love it so much!) It's kind of relieving stress of me.<3 him!



Lyrics:
"Sanctuary"

Can't keep a flower underground
Can't keep the sun from shining down
And I can't make you stay
You feel your world is undefined
You feel that what you need is time
Open up your wings and find your way

And I won't try to hold you back
And I hope you already know that

[Chorus]
I'll be your sanctuary
Be the last one left here standing
If you're feelin all alone
When the world feels so temporary
And you think there's such a long
Long way to go
You're all ready home
You're home

You might be somewhere flyin free
The same sky is watching over me
Close your eyes and look around
What ever ocean that you cross
Thought you many drift you're never lost
And I will be your solid ground

Cause I know that inside my heart
Gonna get back to where we started

[Chorus]

You're already here in my arms
The way that you are tonight
Just give me till mornin' comes
It's gonna be all right - [repeat]

I'll...(Sanctuary)
I'll...I
[Repeat]

[Chorus (Repeat to fade)]





This song soothing my stressful mind right now of rushing exams. You know,..how we may get stressful flipping page by page of that economic 'bibles'.lol. And the oh-so-pretty demand and supply curves.haha..Tomorrow I'll have my Macroeconomics test. And I know this doesn't make sense but..I've been thinking since first yr if business major is a right life for me. Or...is this will be helpful for my future..or..should I...will I... Those considerations kind of devastating cos my future is on the line. grrr.. Yeah well, nobody knows future except God.


Guys, have u ever have those kind of situations in ur mind bfore?


Well.now I should go on with the studying. Whatever the answer will be. Hope me luck tomorrow.
And I hope u guys do well too. Take care.

the broken wings

All these unexplainable weird feelings come within my minds.

Why rain still leave its traces on the grounds and trees after a long time of its raining?

The only two things that able to diminish it is air and time.

Time is short yet medicine for every devastated hearts.

Perhaps that's how we explain about flame turns into dusts. And does everyone know whether dusts can turn back into flames?

And how bout an overwhelmed heart? Will it turn somebody into a robot without emotions and feelings? If it's too late to apologize and everything's too late when the red-flamed heart turned into a closed black door. How bout the key? Key has broken itself.


Angel won't fly bcos somebody has broken her white wide wings.


Like clouds, sometimes I protect humans from sunlights, help farmers grow their crops, but at the times, I cried myself bcos there's much burden from previous and present life.


Yes Yes....until I says " Here we go again.."

continued :D

You Are Most Like Adriana Lima

Intriguing and sultry

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Lisandra da Costa

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

myself

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily. You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/

should be

oops.

Jessica Caroline Ramli , Dip M S

finally

diploma graduation ceremony.

all is happy face. jess? happy also.

this is beginning of the longer journey and the bigger steps ahead.

diploma!

HAPPY GRADUATION DAY
!!!!!

JESSICA CAROLINE RAMLI, Dip Mgmt

P.S: if i'm not wrong of the behind title name.

fool

google hot air baloon.

Dunno why it's keep bleeding, bleeding, & bleeding more n more... The unhappiness won't stop & angel won't give me the holy water. Devil wish to take smiles away from my face & i dunno where to run to.

It's harder than it seems and you won't understand how far I've done. When sorry seems to be hardest word, the initiatives word vanish, joyfulness turn back to its nest, and what's left is the nightmare. You said u dun understand my way of thinking. And I said how it's harder for me because I dun understand how u cannot understand me and what I really need.

I've come to the critical point where I want to search for more affection, the kind of love I really need, the understanding and sacrificing love. Maybe it's too impossible. Oh yes, maybe I cannot stand on my own feet, u said. For me, yes u will understand when I dun belong to your world anymore.

Arrogant, u're too full of ur pride. It's crazy, u took me to heaven n the next day u throw me away to hell. This world is not perfect, i know, Jesus is not perfect himself. World, let me sleep in a warm blanket and let sun shines my world tomorrow morning.

the moment

i'm singing

"happy bday to you,
happy bday to you,
happy bday, happy bday,
happy bdayyy....
to u... "

"Jess,happy bday n happy always." As I'm celebrating bday today, I grant myself some gifts. Thanks for everyone who still remembered and spent time to give me surprises. I felt good.
THX a lot! :) thanks for the durian 'oreo' cake & greetings card & the ring.

Love u guys!

eerr...okay..

Singapore opposition leader sentenced to jail for contempt


A Singapore opposition leader who is among a rare few to publicly challenge the country's rulers was sentenced Monday to 12 days' jail for contempt, in the latest legal ruling against him.

A judge ruled Chee Soon Juan, 45, secretary general of the Singapore Democratic Party (SDP), had been in contempt because he said justice had been "raped" and "kicked" during a defamation case filed by Singapore's leaders against him.

He remains free but Supreme Court Justice Belinda Ang Saw Ean ruled that Chee will be jailed if he does not file an appeal by late Wednesday.

Ang also sentenced Chee's sister, SDP member Chee Siok Chin, to 10 days in jail for contempt. She, too, is free pending appeal.

Monday's hearing briefly brought Chee and the city-state's other outspoken opposition figure, J.B. Jeyaretnam, 82, together in a rare public joining of forces by the country's tiny opposition.

Jeyaretnam appeared in court as Chee's lawyer but later withdrew at Chee's request when Ang declined his application for more time to prepare his case. The lawyer said he had only received relevant transcripts the previous morning.

Jeyaretnam last month filed papers to register the new opposition Reform Party. He made political history in 1981 when he became the first opposition politician elected to parliament, which has been dominated by the People's Action Party (PAP) since 1959.

Ang rejected Jeyaretnam's argument that she withdraw from the contempt case. He said that since the contempt allegations arose from an earlier hearing before her, there could be a public perception of bias.

"I would urge your honour to consider very seriously whether you should hear this case," Jeyaretnam said.
"There is no option," the judge responded.

Chee, his sister, and their party have already been found guilty of libelling Singapore's founding father Lee Kuan Yew and his son, Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong.

The contempt proceedings stemmed from comments they made during a three-day hearing before Ang last week to determine libel damages in that case.

Chee told the judge he did not intend to be in contempt and anything said came in "the heat of the battle" with his political opponents.

"Mr Lee had said a few things. I had countered them," Chee said.

In 2006 he was jailed for a then-unprecedented eight days for contempt after questioning the integrity of the judicial system in a statement he read during his bankruptcy hearing earlier that year.

He was declared bankrupt after failing to pay 500,000 Singapore dollars (366,837 US) in libel damages to Lee Kuan Yew and another former prime minister over remarks made in 2001.
Last Friday a judge fined Chee for speaking in public without a permit ahead of a general election in 2006. He will be jailed for five weeks if he does not pay the 5,000-dollar fine, the judge ruled.
Chee has served previous jail terms for convictions on similar charges.

His latest sentence came as a California-based blogger who allegedly accused Ang of "prostituting herself" appeared in another Singapore courtroom.

According to a court document, Gopalan Nair is charged with insulting Ang by sending an email which said she "was throughout prostituting herself during the entire proceedings, by being nothing more than an employee of Mr Lee Kuan Yew and his son and carrying out their orders".
Nair's lawyer Chia Ti Lik told AFP the comments essentially repeated those Nair made in a recent blog about the defamation case.

A US embassy spokesman said it is "monitoring the case closely."

Nair, a former Singapore lawyer who is now a US citizen, was remanded in custody for another week.

The Lees have already won hundreds of thousands of dollars in damages from past lawsuits against members of the country's opposition and say they need to protect their reputations from unfounded attacks.

Craig David - U Don't Miss the Water (until the well runs dry)

blah blah blah

jess adding various images.all is unnecessary though. LOL.




bunga mawar ferrero rocher.






valentine gifts.love.





kiki n koko.:) the sweetheart.




uncle google mendaki everest.




kopi indo! mantep.





pingpong. kalo enrique sich bilang " how can i love u(4x)? "






L-R: 1.kaki milo 2.jess 3.heri 4.handi




langit di labrador park. indah.





jes n yanadi (yg tak bersemangat =.=;)





merokok dapat meyebabkan serangan jantung, kanker, impotensi, gangguan kehamilan dan janin. " iklan indo "

peanuts

click the image for reading the clearer version. love snoopy.

Talk!

"Religion is slavery". Three words that caught my attention. That's how one guy said in the web.

Do you agree with that? Disagree? Or confused & couldn't make up your mind?

Every people have their own perpectives, of course. But how do they draw the line between the 'God' and the slavery? God, yes, is the creator of humans. Humans are the creator of other humans. And so on. How should I put it, therefore, where does God come from? My religion teacher answer is That's devils' whispers to make you untrust in God. I'm not Scientologist of course, but still I want the exact answers.


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the sate padang!

sate padang!

yummy, spicy, traditional and holladelicious! the more spicier, the more i love love it! with lontong n bawang goreng, it is really irresistible.jessica love. Anyone know putu bambu? its been two years since the last time i ate it. its really great and fantastic sugar filled coconut inside!:) i'm going to grow fatter. DX

i always miss this dish! first-to-order thing in long2 lists when go back hometown (which i dunno when will be the next)...

can someone sell it in singapore? i really damn miss it .. i'm so bored of singapore, indian, japanese and western foods here ald..! S.O.S! indonesian foods please.

Forgot to take volcano ramen picture though :P the ramen is really not spicy at all! T______T

Depot laksa is three times spicier.

Hey where is the next outing destination?

chocolate fondue plis?

ah i'm sleepy..... ZzZzzzZZzzz..... "Jobs are available" but geez i can't work due to my type of pass. Recently I've spent my money like mad... eat 'expensive' foods, shop clothes, supermarket hopping.. Money seems never enough for me. huahahaha.... And uh-oh.. Allowances oh so small. Clothes seems more n more expensive everyday. Biby goin to work hard n study as well. Everyone is busy with their ownselves except me. =P Anyone wanna have chocolate fondue? I love it.

Everytime I feel the freedom of mind, I started thinking about how people describe the happiness? Are you thinking about bunch of you and friends spent time idle in the flower fields? Sunflowers please....! XD Or maybe there's no working everytime and spend with family? Shopping lavishly? For me, I dunno, that's why my happiness is like a boat that swings depends on the wind blowing. DX